I don’t get why there is so much anger in the world anymore, nobody can forgive and forget, fuck soo many people just ugh iono

I just feel like posting a random bulletin I guess I’d rather show anger in text than in voice.

I don’t think I'm good at showing anger, I don’t think I know how to and that sucks.

I can name 10 people off of my head that I shouldn't be friends with but I am, fuck I don’t know anymore, lately I just want to move away far far away but I won’t. I can but I won’t I have someone I love here and I'm not going to go off to Missouri and leave people that I care about behind, there are only 3 people out of my family that I care about, and those are the reasons I don’t move.

Sometimes I wonder what thing would be like there.

But at the same time I don’t.

Ugh fuck.

I can’t stand school anymore because my friends dropped out. I can’t stand being outside of school because there is either drama or someone mad at me. I don’t know what to do except for curl up into a book and read; nobody bothers me there or tries to hurt me. I only feel 99% safe with Dan and I don’t know why, maybe because he has never backstabbed me or hurt me physically/emotionally like almost everyone else.

Maybe I might just go read shut myself out.

I guess I don’t get what I want.

Well goodnight.

I miss Dan!!!

Wow, gah this daylight savings is really getting to me I keep waking up earlier than suppose to, kind of dumb, I really don’t want to go to school, but I guess I have to go. For some reason I want to play guitar hero really bad, but today I need to go out and get me a job, doubt I'm going to get one, but I guess I cab try right? 

I was on Deviant Art and I have probably became obsessed with that web site it’s pretty damn amazing some of the pictures I found interesting:

Pretty much I think these artists are amazing have a thing for blood and gore and stuff that looks kind if spooky I don’t know why.

Sir Dan

This is Daniel Matlick he is one of the most amazing people I know and he is my boyfriend, we haven't been dating too long but we have been through so much you should have known the shit we went through just to date. Dan and I have so much in common he is an amazing guy and he is mine ha ha. I love him so much that I can see us growing old together and being mean old people that listen to metal and the blues. Nothing can make me stop loving him, even his road rage and jealousy, but sometimes jealousy is a good thing, we share so much and I believe we don’t keep secrets, but all I know is that I love him 7000% sure that I love Dan so much that I would be lost without him.